GodlessI know noneOf your silly laws,Of your useless rules.I have no ruler.You cannotSubdue my will.In me, there is no god.I bow to noneWho would have me swear to them.I love no one.I work for my own.Above I will stand.Alone I will fall.I've no use for people to love.Somebody to loveWould only startA wave of doubt in me.I work alone on my hunt for the truth.No one can help me find what I need.That security, so hard to findThe comfort of redemption!Solitary on my walk through the nightThey whisper to me as I pass them by.My name has become legend.I am the master of my soul.I stand before youAlone.Without God.Without love.I becameWhat you asked.Give it back!Give her to me!I see freedom from yourCruel and selfish whims.Lay her in my arms.Can't you hear?She is crying!I am here.I am free.You will not be lord over me!She will return to me!She must returnBecause I am her God!I work alone in my hunt for the truth.No one can help me find her!My love that y
River of FlowersDo you wonder?How does heaven lookTo those who have not yet died.Does it glowLike a forgotten smile?Can you feel it?So close to you today.Like a final wordOn your lips. Drifting upInto midnight's silver air.But I will not let you see.I am hereTo keep you breathing.To chainYou to this living earth.Against your willI hold you here!The bloodPouring from your broken heart.A wound that will never heal.I am responsible forYour pain.A river of flowersFlowing from the vein which has opened.That is allThat your precious heaven holds.There's nothing for you.No release from all this pain.I am the only thingYou can see.I keep you here,Living on at my side.Even though I know you want death.I will notLet you die here.I will notLet you see heaven's gates.When you have only just begunTo love me!You areMy only love on earth.I will not lose you to loss.I do not fear your hate,My love!I will have you here,Beside me.Side by side we will love,Both alive.There
Blind EyesI, open my blind eyes and look at you.Seeing only whatI long to see, in you.Beauty likeI know that I have never seen.That I will never seeCaught here in your tiny cage.Stars, they shine above.Just out of my reach.I long to feel them!Reaching through the bars,Screaming your name,You laugh and turn from me,Leave me in my ties.Sweet little bluebird why do you sing?You too are trapped hereAnd you don't know it.Fly, fly free as I never can.See the stars for me.Bring them back here, to this cage.Ah, your sweet song,It fades away into the night.You will not return!You are free now.And I am breaking.I see the stars now, they spin before my eyes.You my jailer, I see you staring down at me.I can not speak to you.I have lost myself in the stars.Somehow I must be free from these chainsBut you won't free me!Your heart feels nothig, demon.Ah, my mind it screams.I sink into the mirror.Never to be seen again...Stars, they shine above.Just out of my reach.I long to
Wings of the RavenLike the wings of the ravenYou brush my heart.You call out and shiver within me,And I die inside.As one we are joinedAnd can not be undone.Not ever!With you I can not be brought down.I will not be stopped.I will not let youDie again.They will not keep me fromYour cold heart!Protect me!I wish only to love you.Your raven wings that burn.I can taste your fearOf the death that draws near.Like the bird's wing you quiver,And I can tell that you're frightened.Just let me come down to you.I can help you now, again.You will not let me touch you,Though I can see you clearly, drowning.I wish only to love you!With me you can not be brought down!You will not be stopped!I will not let youDie again.They will not keep you fromMy warm embrace.Protect you!I wish only to love you.Your lonesome eyes that cry.I can taste your fearOf the death that draws near.
Code Geass R3 - Chapter SixChapter SixLelouch looked up as Neko walked into the room, her frost-hued helmet tucked lightly beneath her arm. In one glance, he understood the exhausted triumph in her eyes."I'm in." She told him, turning and falling backwards on the hotel bed. Lelouch smirked lightly."I had no doubt you would be." He told her."I know." Neko twisted around on the bed, until she could see him, "Suzaku looked like he was going to die right there, when I told him you were coming back."Lelouch chuckled softly, "He did kill me, after all.""You should have warned him this might happen. He's strong, but he's still human. He doesn't have a Code to restart his heart."Lelouch shrugged, "He's under a Geass to survive." He pointed out.Neko turned back to look at the ceiling, "Right
""So she succeeded." C.C.'s voice ran a chill of irritation up Neko's spine, but she stayed quiet."Yes," Lelouch murmured, and Neko's eyes flew back to his. His tone was contemplative, distant; and more than a little s
Code Geass R3 - Chapter FiveChapter Five"Stain?" Neko could see that Kallen was processing things faster than any of the others. Making connections between Stain and Zero that none of the others were willing to make. Lelouch had warned her that Kallen might be the only one who knew. She had been the one to set the others' suspicions aside; to assure them that the Zero who killed the Demon King was the real one. That he had been capture, detained, while Lelouch took over and ruined the world. But he had never been certain that she believed that."Stain," Neko agreed calmly, "I am here to see your Zero."Kallen's hand itched towards her gun, "Zero is indisposed." She growled."I think he's quite free." Neko disagreed calmly, "Or are times not quite so peaceful as you've been telling us?"Kallen stared at her for a moment. Neko could see her beginning to shake.And then she had launched herself across the conference room, drawing her gun from its holster in the same instant that she fired it.Tense silence followed
Code Geass R3 - Chapter FourChapter FourNeko stood outside the gate of Ashford Academy, staring out across the dark grounds. They seemed so alien now, like they came from another time. In a way, they did. A time before she had learned the truth
before she had taken her new name.Stain. A name she had chosen for herself. A name which would be hers, as the new leader of the Black Knights. It had confused Lelouch to no end, irritated C.C., as everything Neko said seemed to. Even she could not really explain why it seemed so right. Perhaps it was because this was what she was trying to remove. The stain of boredom on the fabric of her life. The stain of corruption on the government's quilt. The stain of blood on the hands of innocents.No matter what had made her choose, it was the name that had changed her. The name that had carried her away from the life of a student. It had separated her from her friends by false death, by a white and gold mask in the image of Zero's. By a shimmering, moonlit cloak and slee
Code Geass R3 - Chapter ThreeChapter ThreeBreath rushed back into her lungs as her heart jumped to an uneven start. Air flooded coolly over her aching muscles, filling her, replenishing the life she had lost and reminding her of the life the child had given her. She was tired; her body felt like lead, her eyes would not open, her hand burned
Her hand burned?She sat bolt upright, crying out in agony as she tugged at the swiftly healing punctures that riddled her chest. Her burning hand flew up to clutch at her body, and she saw it. The scarlet insignia of Geass; the winged V shape which appeared in her eye when she played with another's mind; was burned over the back of her hand. Precisely where the dead child had touched her.I give you this Code
use it well to defend those who can not defend themselves
"What?!" She screamed, clutching at her head. She regretted it immediately, as her world spun with pain. She felt like she might tip sideways out of the bed.And then there were hands on her; on
Code Geass R3 - Chapter TwoChapter TwoThe Sunday sun rose brightly, waking Neko once more with its warmth. She groaned in irritation, turning over in her bed, stuffing her face into her pillow to hide from the scarlet light that filtered through her sleepy eyelids.And then she was knocked clear from her bed by a flying body. She cried out in shock, twisting around, still half-conscious, to grab at her attacker's hair. She pulled, hard. And then she flinched.The scream was definitely Cassie's.She sighed, pushing herself into an upright position as she released the silky curls from her grasp. Cassie had curled into a ball in her lap, sobbing softly. Gentle, Neko brushed through her curls, searching for blood."Idiot." She muttered, "I was asleep.""I
thought you were
" Cassie didn't continue.Neko brushed a hand through her own tussled brown hair, and then reached forwards and picked Cassie off the ground. She laid the breathless girl on the bed from which they had just fallen, and moved over to the
My Personal PreferenceI don’t careFor pretty heartsI like the onesThat are scarredStitchedAnd taped togetherBecause those are the onesWho have been through HellAnd have the courageTo keep beating
asteroidi.she is an asteroid,collisions coilingthrough belted dressesthat skim past stomachand smoothe her flawsand soothe her faults.an axis awakening;bend like this, flex like that,aspiration reminding herwith angry rotationsthat she is still presentin her heavy astrosphere.ii.she is seeking absolution,absolut and freefallenshe flirts with the night-club lights like aurora floatingjust out of reachunder an ashen skyatlas stained with atlantic salt,there is no hall unmarkedand these nights segueinto self-imposedalcho-asthenia.iii.she strips her face acousticno make-up, no need to wake upan hour early for this adagioaddiction to adding,always adding more to her skinto hide the parts thatgasp and poison her visionlike asp assassins.be quick or be dead,she moves so slow.iv.she measures minutesby an aftershock timeline;stunned autumnal by brickscrushed to powder,always underfootshe's stuck between the faultsas they line straight through her world;iv pie
Life Hides Lovethe whisper below your wordsis your soul telling methat you're starving itthat the end of infinitycan't come quickly enoughand i whisper back, my dear,that life hides love deeplyin the most painful of placesthat love finds its waythrough the mazenot by looking for lightor dark, but bybalancing and buildingboth into somethingtall and climbable, yetlow and comfortableso when curious eyes risepeer over the wallsand realize the labyrinthstretches into forever,there's something softbetween you and the groundto catch youwhen you let golove is bigger, sharpersofter than what any selvescan want or needit's our all-scentionthrough, above and below wallswithout ever leaving them, it'sour becoming a stationof peace along the way
the things we cannot knowand darling, there are thingsi never told you; like howi blessed you while you were sleepingin the hour before the end -asked the universe to watch over youand conspire towards your happiness, towards you,covered you with be brave's andgoodness and mercy and light,fingers touching your spinelike a rosary---and my darling, time is a flat circleso you are still sitting at my kitchen table,still asleep with your head on my breast;we have already come together like waves,repeatedly, and dark against the sky;you have yet to walk through the july nightto kiss me on a crumbling riverbank;i have yet to know if i will see you again,and how and where, and when
TiredI'm so very tiredOf this daily routineAlways the same thingDay after dayLife is greyAs dull and boringAs it can getWhat happened to my dreams?What happened to my passion?Why can't I liveInstead of just surviving?
Masked Pain Masked Pain Bright eyes, big smile. sobs silenced in haste Bursts of laughter ring out tears stifled within Grab my hand lets dance while my soul drowns in sorrowWe'll jump and touch the skymy heart sinking... sinking ... This is gonna be a blast! don't mind my shattered heart. Can't you see I'm all smiles when really I'm crying inside We're 10 feet tall! though I feel 9 feet under Isn't this the best day ever? the pain seemed to go on forever I hope you had as much fun as I had. I can barely contain the turmoil inside Goodbye my friend, let's have fun again. Hurry! Leave! before you see my pain. Alone... I'm alone now.... Good... Let the mask fall......pain... all there is... is pain...
untitled (broken records don't have names)my fingers flutter sunrise butterflies,floating in the morningas it breaks through the gloomthat came post-gloaming.but i confess,i have no graspon what to do with daylightthese days.you were a drop of sunlightreflected in my cloudy-sky eyeseventually you became toogood for me, and i gave upmy waxed wings are still intact, butmy shoulders are too sore fromcarrying this deadweight with anobnoxious, obstinate heartbeatand how are you faring this golden afternoon?you will never answer and yetmy mind loops broken records,asking as if you could hear.light halos the plain beneath my feetbut i shy away from sunshine,an icarus-inherited fear of fallingor just ofletting go.because we were supposed tobe something beautiful, somethingworth falling for(or you were, at least, and there isno way to ask if you fell hard enough)but shattered cds still lie on the floorcollecting the sunlight that idon't know what to do withbecause i can't spend it on you, anymore.listl
Vesuviuslone silhouette in an arctic expanse,suffocating del(e)rium, suffering the sound ofdearth, of deaththe deep breath of Thursday (wood day, would dayever come)white is still white in the cradle of nighttea party for one, brush of lips on white chinaa nib kisses white sheets andfreezesnot to savour, but to cling to eternity frozen in timebreathe in. breathe out. move.notes eruptshooting up, fire shoots though arteries(sp)utter with ashen hands and chokethrough wood smokecharcoal lines the abysseight letters blindsided Pompeii.
default dawns1.windshields floodedin aqueous lumensin ruminating half-startswe press our cartographscloser to human formswarm of failed livesand unweathered stormsgod help usas we bravelymourn2.solidify a circle of wry smilesthat verify our circuits are worthwhilefinal breaths can't be taken backand your tact won't serve you wellwhen your strained tendonsimpact the seabedno weeping here, lovethe salt does not providea place for confided truthor wasted youthor broken sternumsonly a terminusfor acidic sermonson proof3.look at my expert failureand tepid futuremy tea leavesget crushedin my molar massand swishin absinthe leaksbruise, you aremy sweetest endeavorand i sweari will maintainyour violet smirkand the brilliant ashof your charred grass skirt4.at this point i feel likesurvivingbut that has not alwaysbeen the casei wished you had destroyed me,broken both my legsand scoffed at my searingthe glory of a hallelujahfrom the comfort of dirt5.face flec
Friend in the FutureI haven't met you.Maybe I never will.I just want you to know,When you scream,When you cry,When you laugh,I will know.