GodlessI know noneOf your silly laws,Of your useless rules.I have no ruler.You cannotSubdue my will.In me, there is no god.I bow to noneWho would have me swear to them.I love no one.I work for my own.Above I will stand.Alone I will fall.I've no use for people to love.Somebody to loveWould only startA wave of doubt in me.I work alone on my hunt for the truth.No one can help me find what I need.That security, so hard to findThe comfort of redemption!Solitary on my walk through the nightThey whisper to me as I pass them by.My name has become legend.I am the master of my soul.I stand before youAlone.Without God.Without love.I becameWhat you asked.Give it back!Give her to me!I see freedom from yourCruel and selfish whims.Lay her in my arms.Can't you hear?She is crying!I am here.I am free.You will not be lord over me!She will return to me!She must returnBecause I am her God!I work alone in my hunt for the truth.No one can help me find her!My love that y
River of FlowersDo you wonder?How does heaven lookTo those who have not yet died.Does it glowLike a forgotten smile?Can you feel it?So close to you today.Like a final wordOn your lips. Drifting upInto midnight's silver air.But I will not let you see.I am hereTo keep you breathing.To chainYou to this living earth.Against your willI hold you here!The bloodPouring from your broken heart.A wound that will never heal.I am responsible forYour pain.A river of flowersFlowing from the vein which has opened.That is allThat your precious heaven holds.There's nothing for you.No release from all this pain.I am the only thingYou can see.I keep you here,Living on at my side.Even though I know you want death.I will notLet you die here.I will notLet you see heaven's gates.When you have only just begunTo love me!You areMy only love on earth.I will not lose you to loss.I do not fear your hate,My love!I will have you here,Beside me.Side by side we will love,Both alive.There
Blind EyesI, open my blind eyes and look at you.Seeing only whatI long to see, in you.Beauty likeI know that I have never seen.That I will never seeCaught here in your tiny cage.Stars, they shine above.Just out of my reach.I long to feel them!Reaching through the bars,Screaming your name,You laugh and turn from me,Leave me in my ties.Sweet little bluebird why do you sing?You too are trapped hereAnd you don't know it.Fly, fly free as I never can.See the stars for me.Bring them back here, to this cage.Ah, your sweet song,It fades away into the night.You will not return!You are free now.And I am breaking.I see the stars now, they spin before my eyes.You my jailer, I see you staring down at me.I can not speak to you.I have lost myself in the stars.Somehow I must be free from these chainsBut you won't free me!Your heart feels nothig, demon.Ah, my mind it screams.I sink into the mirror.Never to be seen again...Stars, they shine above.Just out of my reach.I long to
Wings of the RavenLike the wings of the ravenYou brush my heart.You call out and shiver within me,And I die inside.As one we are joinedAnd can not be undone.Not ever!With you I can not be brought down.I will not be stopped.I will not let youDie again.They will not keep me fromYour cold heart!Protect me!I wish only to love you.Your raven wings that burn.I can taste your fearOf the death that draws near.Like the bird's wing you quiver,And I can tell that you're frightened.Just let me come down to you.I can help you now, again.You will not let me touch you,Though I can see you clearly, drowning.I wish only to love you!With me you can not be brought down!You will not be stopped!I will not let youDie again.They will not keep you fromMy warm embrace.Protect you!I wish only to love you.Your lonesome eyes that cry.I can taste your fearOf the death that draws near.
Code Geass R3 - Chapter SixChapter SixLelouch looked up as Neko walked into the room, her frost-hued helmet tucked lightly beneath her arm. In one glance, he understood the exhausted triumph in her eyes."I'm in." She told him, turning and falling backwards on the hotel bed. Lelouch smirked lightly."I had no doubt you would be." He told her."I know." Neko twisted around on the bed, until she could see him, "Suzaku looked like he was going to die right there, when I told him you were coming back."Lelouch chuckled softly, "He did kill me, after all.""You should have warned him this might happen. He's strong, but he's still human. He doesn't have a Code to restart his heart."Lelouch shrugged, "He's under a Geass to survive." He pointed out.Neko turned back to look at the ceiling, "Right
""So she succeeded." C.C.'s voice ran a chill of irritation up Neko's spine, but she stayed quiet."Yes," Lelouch murmured, and Neko's eyes flew back to his. His tone was contemplative, distant; and more than a little s
Code Geass R3 - Chapter FiveChapter Five"Stain?" Neko could see that Kallen was processing things faster than any of the others. Making connections between Stain and Zero that none of the others were willing to make. Lelouch had warned her that Kallen might be the only one who knew. She had been the one to set the others' suspicions aside; to assure them that the Zero who killed the Demon King was the real one. That he had been capture, detained, while Lelouch took over and ruined the world. But he had never been certain that she believed that."Stain," Neko agreed calmly, "I am here to see your Zero."Kallen's hand itched towards her gun, "Zero is indisposed." She growled."I think he's quite free." Neko disagreed calmly, "Or are times not quite so peaceful as you've been telling us?"Kallen stared at her for a moment. Neko could see her beginning to shake.And then she had launched herself across the conference room, drawing her gun from its holster in the same instant that she fired it.Tense silence followed
Code Geass R3 - Chapter FourChapter FourNeko stood outside the gate of Ashford Academy, staring out across the dark grounds. They seemed so alien now, like they came from another time. In a way, they did. A time before she had learned the truth
before she had taken her new name.Stain. A name she had chosen for herself. A name which would be hers, as the new leader of the Black Knights. It had confused Lelouch to no end, irritated C.C., as everything Neko said seemed to. Even she could not really explain why it seemed so right. Perhaps it was because this was what she was trying to remove. The stain of boredom on the fabric of her life. The stain of corruption on the government's quilt. The stain of blood on the hands of innocents.No matter what had made her choose, it was the name that had changed her. The name that had carried her away from the life of a student. It had separated her from her friends by false death, by a white and gold mask in the image of Zero's. By a shimmering, moonlit cloak and slee
Code Geass R3 - Chapter ThreeChapter ThreeBreath rushed back into her lungs as her heart jumped to an uneven start. Air flooded coolly over her aching muscles, filling her, replenishing the life she had lost and reminding her of the life the child had given her. She was tired; her body felt like lead, her eyes would not open, her hand burned
Her hand burned?She sat bolt upright, crying out in agony as she tugged at the swiftly healing punctures that riddled her chest. Her burning hand flew up to clutch at her body, and she saw it. The scarlet insignia of Geass; the winged V shape which appeared in her eye when she played with another's mind; was burned over the back of her hand. Precisely where the dead child had touched her.I give you this Code
use it well to defend those who can not defend themselves
"What?!" She screamed, clutching at her head. She regretted it immediately, as her world spun with pain. She felt like she might tip sideways out of the bed.And then there were hands on her; on
Code Geass R3 - Chapter TwoChapter TwoThe Sunday sun rose brightly, waking Neko once more with its warmth. She groaned in irritation, turning over in her bed, stuffing her face into her pillow to hide from the scarlet light that filtered through her sleepy eyelids.And then she was knocked clear from her bed by a flying body. She cried out in shock, twisting around, still half-conscious, to grab at her attacker's hair. She pulled, hard. And then she flinched.The scream was definitely Cassie's.She sighed, pushing herself into an upright position as she released the silky curls from her grasp. Cassie had curled into a ball in her lap, sobbing softly. Gentle, Neko brushed through her curls, searching for blood."Idiot." She muttered, "I was asleep.""I
thought you were
" Cassie didn't continue.Neko brushed a hand through her own tussled brown hair, and then reached forwards and picked Cassie off the ground. She laid the breathless girl on the bed from which they had just fallen, and moved over to the
You're not a failure for failingHer small, anxious handsgrabbed the cup, a bit too largeas it slipped down and tumbled to the ground,the milky mess covering the carpet:her mother let out a disapproving sighand rolled her eyes,“Will you ever do anything right?”and that’s when she beganto limit her aspirations,so that her dreams would never be too large,so she’d never make any mistakesshe’d never again drop the cup,but she’d never have enough to drink.
fa(r)ceface me, faux pas princess;meet my eyes,take a deep breath.let's begin.where do i go in the wakeof your empty empathy embersburning through the wallsi built to hold me safe -this honesty blisters blatant,and i wonder how perceptionhas managed to fail youin such a spectacular way.face me, flighty fighter;hold my gaze,hold my gaze,only cowards look away.this is a warning,or a goodbye.if you play at salvation for long enough,maybe someday you'll be ableto save yourself.this is a machination that whirs whirlpool predictabilityand you imagine that youknow me, daydreamer -let's revise,let's rewrite;i am so much morethan definitions.face me, flickerswitch;maybe i would love you moreif the lights were out.(maybe i could love you longerif you kept your mouthclosed.)and sometimes i believethat you can only love mewhen i'm playingthe victim,because you're so busyin your role of saviourthat
Two sidesA dark lifeFull of secretsHiddenBehind closed doorsA cheerful smileEmpty and fakeA maskSo others won't worry
crumblingscrowded house,crowded mind;you are a neglectedinfrastructure.there's a road ahead,and it's a broken-down disaster.your steps unsteady,you are opening your eyes.you are coming outof the dark.this isn't what you wanted,but it's time to revise.deterioration,decimation;you are an overrunanarchy.there's a world in you,it's not what you wanted.this isn't what you planned,but it can still bebeautiful.(re)take the city(re)claim the land(re)build.
whispers are a certaintyher utterance swervesin the vanguard of tumultbefore it is moltenand molded into a river of clay,then sculptedinto a bust.(and it neverpanned out the wayshe wanted it to.)this vacillationis an effigyof grandiose statu(r)esand her locution stands tallwhen the barricadesare torn down.it only recoilswhen defensesare dam(m/n)ingbecause weightis not meant to floatin the gravitas of gravity.
morningtidethis dawn i squinted intoand pushed upfrom chested seafloor.stood atop my anchorsand let heal my arch wounds.i am the sea and all thingsradiant.no mirror can contain meand no mind the same.look, my limbs havewandered this dry earth andsought out the weary dustand made lakes.i am the quench of all thingsdesperate.these days i pick myself upand plant broad fernsin my feet's absence.all of the earth blooms darlingbeneath me and through me.i am the wellspring of beautyexigent.
Tears and AshesYou don't need to lie,to make yourself interesting;Or gain some brand of..empathy..Sympathy created this way,is often devastating;Even if pain is commonly..relatable..Your character won't elevate;It'll only deplete..Unraveling faster,than every falsity,that waltzed you into..your next disaster..The lies become,the only consistent..factor..As you throw yourself,into the flames,you lose all the parts that..matter..And when the smoke clearsthe wreckage will be..irreparable..For everything you hoped,to embrace;Will be laid to waste..As everything you lovedabout your coveted lie has been..erased..You sit alone again;Tears and ashes,all you've claimed.
stay even-keel, even if it killsraptor, raptorraptures wrapped her head in with the rafters.echo bliss with depthuntil she's wrapped upin a bow-tie(d/own)uniform of sober tilting.somber livingand taping rhythmto the wriststhat duct veinslike streams of tape.this is naturaland animal. it's incrediblehow societal cultures can bein countering your feintsof disbelief.this beliefis that realityduct tapesyour echoes of blisswith depthof sober tiltinguniform of sober livingbecause bliss is addictive.and we need all folksdown (to earth)to make sure no oneis higher (than anyone else).
losing, loathing, lying (solemn lining throats)this isn't a music videoand we're not young millionaires.this is real lifeand you're losing, losing, loathing, and lying(to yourself).swallow it down till it falls away,it never happened. it never happened.swallow it down if all else failsbecause the only thing disappearingis your actuality,not the reality of a soulnever making it to fruition.and as an outsider, bystander, i understand her,but you're her foreverand you letting it fall apartand i can't bear to witness this stuportake hold of the wheelwhen neither of you are so(m)ber.and if death (or disappearance)cannot steady you,it is time to treaddifferent waters,rather than the onesyou've soaked yourselves infor far too long.
Friend in the FutureI haven't met you.Maybe I never will.I just want you to know,When you scream,When you cry,When you laugh,I will know.